So High

February 23rd, 2010

I’ve been really busy of late. I’m working on some new projects which I plan to reveal in the near future, so I haven’t had much time to update my blog. But I promise the updates will get rolling again soon. In the mean time, I have a new video that I’m sure you guys will get a kick out of. If you remember my story with Carina and all the crazyness that happened there… well, I shot this video right after she left my apartment. And as you can see, I was really fucked up!

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Costume Party At The Mansion

January 17th, 2010

It’s rarely ever all work and no play for me when I’m shooting abroad. So during some down time I made it over to a costume party a friend of mine was throwing at his mansion. I don’t know why, but being that we were in Colombia… I just expected this to be an insanely wild party with plenty of weed blazing, people doing lines of coke off the tables, and an orgy going on in one of the back rooms. Now that’s my kind of party!! Needless to say I was a bit disappointed. Ok, I was a LOT disappointed. But at least there were a lot of hot chicks there dressed in really slutty outfits. Good thing I brought my video camera along :)

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Carina _ My Colombian Adventure

December 21st, 2009



With my first shoot in Colombia in the books, I could finally breathe a little sigh of relief… but not much. I still had no new girls lined up to shoot, and now time was of the essence. I always say, “time is money”, and I was certainly wasting a lot of it here in Medellin. So this night I decided to hit-up a new night spot in search of some new prospects. I ended up meeting two girls there. One was this really sexy modelesk chick who I’ll call Maria. She had these incredibly sexy legs with long, jet-black hair and mesmerizing eyes. I wanted to take her home with me so bad, but I had to settle for her phone number. The other chick I was chatting up was named Carina. Not the hottest chick, but on a slow night you have to take advantage of whatever you can.

I got her back to my place and I immediately put my plan into action to try and get her to agree to fuck me on video. Things started off well enough, but I made a vital mistake this night that probably lost the video for me. I got high. Yes, we started smoking a little weed and she took like two puffs, and left me to finish off all the rest by myself. Needless to say, this was a BIG mistake as I forgot how fucking powerful the marijuana is down in Colombia. Bottom line… I got FUCKED UP.

I totally lost all ability to negotiate, in fact… I was so high I didn’t even know if the words that were coming out of my mouth were even making any sense!! I remember thinking to myself “I am so fucking screwed… I’ve totally blown my opportunity with this chick”. I was surprised she actually stayed as long as she did. In fact, I couldn’t believe it when it seemed things were actually working in my favor; despite me being totally high out of my mind!

Nice Ass

Nice Ass

Next thing I know we’re sitting on the couch and she starts rubbing my dick, saying how she wants to see it in action, etc. Of course I told her she could pull it out anytime she wanted to test it out for herself. At this point I turned on the video camera and started filming her for “practice” ;) She was a bit shy at first, but before I knew it she was all warmed up with her clothes lying on the floor in front of me :)  And this chick had an amazing rack (all natural). I was quite surprised. She had a nice ass too. However, even after all this she was still holding strong against doing the video. But by this point I was so sure this chick was gonna be riding my dick before the end of the night that I decided to accept that as a fair consolation; especially since I was so fucked up and had no clue how I even managed to pull any of this off to begin with.

But then, just like that… she says she’ll do it for 300,000 pesos. I was shocked, and excited at the same time! I thought she was agreeing to do the video… it turns out she was asking 300,000 to sleep with me. Aint that a bitch! I was so sure I was gonna get laid, and even thought I was going to get my video too. Turns out I ended up getting played by a hardcore prostitute. Obviously I wasn’t going to pay her just to fuck me, so she put her clothes back on and left… and I was left high, and alone for the night. Just another days adventure here in Colombia. You can see more pics of Carina in the forum.

Click here to view Carina’s sexy ”practice” video

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Natalia (Part 2) _ My Colombian Adventure

December 2nd, 2009



So, my adventure left off with me getting a call from Natalia the night I was with Angie. We made plans to hook up the following day. That day I called her to make sure we were still on for the night. Everything was still a go, so we agreed to meet up at the club that night. Now, you have to understand that me and Natalia had an amazing chemistry together. We both wanted each other so bad, but she wanted me “without” the cameras. It took a LOT for me to finally gain her trust and get her to agree to do this video.

When I eventually got a definite yes from her to do the video, I didn’t want to waste any more time. I immediately brought her back to my apartment to do the deed.  I did have to make one stop on the way for pizza cause I was fucking starving. Anyways, we got back to my apartment, chilled out for a bit (you can probably guess what went down ;) ), and then the rest as they say is history. You can see what happened from that point on all on the video.

School Girl

School Girl

I have to say, out of all the videos I’ve shot… this one I shot with Natalia is my favorite. And I say that because, I was so excited that I was gonna shoot her, that I didn’t even bother setting up the lighting and camera right. What you see on this video is as real as it gets. It’s just me and her fucking raw. And man this chick is so fucking sexy!! You’ll see exactly what I mean when you see the video preview. And of course, staying true to my form, I drowned her in cum at the end. There’s nothing like hosing down a chick in cum and watching her reaction of shock/surprise :)

I had a blast shooting with Natalia, and can’t wait to shoot with her again. At the end of the night, I had my first shoot in the books from Colombia, and it finally seemed as though my luck was starting to turn around here. Click here to download Natalia’s full hardcore video

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Angie (Part 1) _ My Colombian Adventure

November 17th, 2009

Well, thus far my Colombian adventure was getting off to a slow start. I thought Natalia had flaked on me (my second flake in a row), so I was pretty much back to square one again. Not wanting to waste time, I figured I needed to hit the clubs again in search of new prospects. That day one of my connections told me about this girl he knew who might be willing to shoot with me. I was a bit leery since the last chick he referred to me was not up to par. But I agreed to wait for her to come by so I could take a look at her before I went out that night. Never the less, my partner and I were ready to go if this girl didn’t fit the bill.

As I was walking out of my apartment she pulled up, and let’s just say that I was shocked (in a good way). Her name was Angie, and she was hot. She’s a bit older than the girls I normally shoot with, but she has a great body; and I must say those skin tight jeans she was wearing showed it off perfectly!

Seeing as though I had a girl worth shooting in front of me, I didn’t have to bother going out to the club. So I decided to invite her up to my apartment so I could try and talk her into shooting with me. It just so happens, that right about this time I got a call from “the infamous” Natalia. I was trying to get a hold of her all day, and was sure she had flaked out on me. She told me she didn’t call me because she was sleeping all day, and gave me some lame story as to why she wasn’t coming over tonight. I already had my hands full with Angie anyways, so we made plans to meet up the next day.



So what happened with Angie? Well, we hung out in my apartment that night, and I tried my best negotiation tactics to try and get her to shoot with me. But she wanted an insane amount of money to do the video. So we hit a stale mate… sort of. It was obvious that she was really attracted to me. She was horny and wanted to fuck; but not on video (sound familiar). So we fucked, and it was great. In fact, I dropped such a huge load of cum all over her that I just had to take a pic of it. But the end result was that I didn’t get what I wanted, which was for her to do the video. So here I was getting laid each day by a different chick, but as I like to say in this biz… it doesn’t really count if I don’t get it on video. Needless to say I hoped my luck changed for the better… and FAST!

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Natalia (part 1) _ My Colombian Adventure

November 11th, 2009



Natalia is without a doubt one of the sexiest, if not THE sexiest girl I’ve ever been with. And that’s quite a compliment coming from me! There’s just something about this girl that drives me wild. Plus she has an oozing sexuality about her that makes me lust for her even more.

I met her in a club and we were instantly attracted to each other. I started talking to her, asking her questions to try and feel her out so I could determine if she was the type of girl I was looking for to be in my video. Needless to say she passed the test, EASILY. After a few drinks I got her to agree to come back to my place so we could discuss the terms of the video and get to know each other a little better. On the way back to my apt, I made it clear that I’d give her whatever she wanted… all she need do is ask. What she wanted was marijuana and Aguardiente (a popular drink here in Colombia). After we were comfortable and knew each other a bit better, all she wanted to do was fuck me (but not on camera), which made my negotiation tactics all the more difficult.

nata1By this point, I started to feel like she was really taking a liking to me. Eventually things got to the point where I basically said I’d have sex with her, but only if she agreed to do the video. Never being able to get a straight yes or no answer out of her, I eventually got something that was a “yes, I’ll do the video… but not tonight”. Not exactly what I wanted to hear, but I could accept it… for now. Ironically, in the back of my mind I was thinking, “Imagine me, a guy, being able to use sex as a negotiation tactic? Amazing!!”. So we fucked, sort of. I didn’t actually complete the act (if you know what I mean). Anyway it was getting late (or early whichever you prefer) so she was going to head home. But she didn’t want to leave without finishing me off. So as her taxi was waiting, she blew me to completion, wiped the cum from around her mouth; and then I walked her out. How’s that for a girl wanting to take care of her man :) ? The last thing we agreed upon as she left was that she’d come back the next day and do the video. Needless to say she stood me up, which I was pissed about. It was the second time in a row I was stood up for a shoot. But this wasn’t the end of my story with Natalia.

To be continued….

Click here to download Natalia’s full hardcore video 
**You can see more pics of Natalia (as well as get info on the other girls from my Colombia adventure) in the Colombian sex thread in the forum. **

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Back from Colombia!

November 10th, 2009

Well, despite all the haters and doubters, and those that thought I was going to end up kidnapped, or made some drug dealers bitch… I made it back from Colombia safe, sound, alive, and in one piece. In fact, I had an awesome time and now have a ton of pics and video to go through. I have a lot of good stories to tell about my trip and I promise I’ll get some updates up soon. In the mean time, there’s plenty of info and sample pics on the forum.

Case 1

Case 1

I’ll leave you with a photo of some of the gear I had to lug around with me through the airports. This is just part of my camera gear. I had four bags full of shit to deal with.

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Checking the lists

October 15th, 2009

With only 1 week to go, I’m now checking my lists and making sure I have everything I’ll need to shoot on location. It may seem as though all I have to do is hop on a plane and fly out to some tropical paradise, while I sip mojitos and wait for all these exotic beauties to come to me so I can fuck them on camera… but in real life things don’t happen that easy.  

I have to make sure I have everything (including myself) prepared and ready to go. I won’t be staying long term, so I won’t have the luxury of waiting for girls to come to me. I need to be able to hit the ground running and establish contacts rather quickly. I need to have a game plan set up and in place so I don’t loose valuable time once I arrive.

Then there’s the packing list. I need to decide what I’m taking with me, what I need to have, and what I can afford to leave behind or do without. And most importantly, I have to review my model releases and translate them over to Spanish. You must have the girls sign over their rights in order to use the footage, and a release is no good if the model cannot read/understand it (not that any of them bother to read it anyways, but you  never know).

So as you can see, it’s not just fly out on a whim and let the magic happen. There’s a lot of work and preparation that has to be put into these things. And the real work doesn’t start until I actually get there!

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Raising the Bar

October 11th, 2009



I’m still an amateur in the porn game, and in many ways very much a rookie. But my goal is to always improve with each video, each production that I do. If I can do that, then eventually I will reach the level I want to be at.

Up until now it seems as though I’ve been focusing so much on my photography, that my videography has fallen behind. So now I’m going to focus everything on trying to bring up the quality of my videos and put all photography on the back burner. So to start, I ordered some new video lights. I just got them in the other day and they’re HUGE!! I had no idea the bulbs would be this fucking big. I don’t know how I’m going to fit 8 of these in my luggage… but I’ll have to worry about that later.

On another note, I’m also taking request on what you’d like to see in my upcoming videos. Whatever you want to see, from the type of girls and sexual acts, to what they’re wearing, etc. You can let me know HERE and I’ll do my best to make it happen.

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2 Weeks to Go

October 10th, 2009

With less than 2 weeks to go before my trip to Colombia, I’ve really been going through a lot of training and preparation. It will be my first time back shooting porn in months and I really want to make sure that I’m at my best. And considering all the shit I have to go through (just in preparation for a shoot)… I though this would be the perfect opportunity to let you guys know just what it takes to really run this little porn quest. So keep reading over the next 2 weeks if you really want to know what a day in the life of Xxaru is really like.

Up until this point, my main focus has been getting in the gym and getting my body in shape. I had to stop eating shit like McDonalds and pizza, and start taking in a lot of protein, vitamins, etc. I obviously want to be in the best shape possible, but I’m not anywhere near where I want to be at this point… and with less than 2 weeks to go before I fly out, there’s no way I’m going to get there. So now I just want to try to and maintain where I am right now, so that I don’t fall backwards.

But it’s not just about my body, I also need to make sure my dick is in peak condition and ready to perform. I never use Viagra, but I have been taking things to increase libido, hormone levels, and blood flow. But now I’m having to tweak things because I’m not getting the results that I want. If I can’t get it right in the next few days I’ll have to drop this stuff all together.

Besides that, I’m still nursing the serious injury I sustained over the summer which is probably around 70-75% healed right now. I honestly don’t know if I will be well enough to shoot in 2 weeks, but I’m not willing to change the trip so I’ll just have to see how things feel closer to the big day.

So as you can see, I’m not physically ready to shoot yet and I’ve got less than 2 weeks to get things in check. But this is not the only thing I have to focus on now. With time closing in, I need to start figuring out what equipment I’m going to take with me, make sure I can get it all through airport security, etc, etc. But that’s another post for another day.

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