My Story

April 9th, 2009

Hi, I’m Xxaru and this is the story of my quest to become a porn star!

Over the next few months I’ll be documenting my journey into the porn world, right here in my blog. This is the place to get an inside look at not only my quest, but my life, my thoughts, and also the rarely seen side of the porn industry. I’m going to find out what it really takes for a guy to successfully make a living doing porn.

Now I’m sure some of you might be asking yourselves just how all this came about. Well, I think I can say that every teenage boy dreams of being a porn star the minute they see their first porn film. And this goes especially true for me. I guess you could say it was love at first site, lol. I used to joke about it with my girlfriend in high school, but I honestly never saw it as an attainable goal for myself. I figured I had a better shot at winning the lottery than ever being in porn, and at the time I was probably right. So I focused on other things, enrolled in uni, and soon did my first study abroad in Spain. It was there that I learned I had a true passion for travel, and experiencing different language and culture. My passion for travel took me to various countries across Europe, but I also had another passion that was burning inside me… GIRLS. But not just any girls, I wanted to be fucking models. If only I could have put two and two together right then…

Still unsure what I wanted to do with my life, I decided to enroll in med school. I had recently traveled to Russia and discovered that I really enjoyed it there. I wanted to spend more time there, so I decided Russia would be the perfect place for me to attend med school. However, after my first year of med school I quickly discovered that I was sick and tired of sitting in classes all day. After some soul searching, I had to face up to the realization that what I really wanted to do more than anything, was not attend med school, but to travel the world and fuck models. So I put together a plan, dropped out of med school, and invested in a video camera.

This brings us to the present, where I am now beginning my quest (which I have coined “the Ultimate Fuck Quest”) to try and make it as a porn star. I don’t expect it to be easy, but accomplishing your dreams in life never is. So I hope you’ll all bookmark my site and follow my story. Cause whether I “make it” as a porn star or not, I can guarantee you it’s going to be one hell of a ride along the way! And you won’t want to miss it.

  1. Alex
    April 27th, 2009 at 16:51 | #1

    Just few words for you…
    Compliments first and then bravo because you followed your instinct!
    Porn is not easy but can be rewarding for those who will be able to sort out the best from young models.
    It takes time but if you train yourself in the most natural way (fucking) then you will discover how to obtain what you are looking for. And likely public, young and old, will follow and will appreciate if you will do it in YOUR way.
    Ciao

  2. April 28th, 2009 at 14:32 | #2

    Alex, thanks for the kind words bro! I can only assume that you must be a porn producer as you seem to speak words of wisdom. I shall definitely take your advice, and keep working at this and training myself to get better. And hopefully, in time people will follow and appreciate my porn.

  3. Nathan Bailey
    July 6th, 2009 at 17:31 | #3

    I want to be a pornstar but i haven’t been able to get the breakthrough i need. Any advice?

  4. July 8th, 2009 at 00:29 | #4

    Well, if you keep reading the blog you can learn from my mistakes as to what not to do ;)

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