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Carina

With my first shoot in Colombia in the books, I could finally breathe a little sigh of relief… but not much. I still had no new girls lined up to shoot, and now time was of the essence. I always say, “time is money”, and I was certainly wasting a lot of it here in Medellin. So this night I decided to hit-up a new night spot in search of some new prospects. I ended up meeting two girls there. One was this really sexy modelesk chick who I’ll call Maria. She had these incredibly sexy legs with long, jet-black hair and mesmerizing eyes. I wanted to take her home with me so bad, but I had to settle for her phone number. The other chick I was chatting up was named Carina. Not the hottest chick, but on a slow night you have to take advantage of whatever you can.

I got her back to my place and I immediately put my plan into action to try and get her to agree to fuck me on video. Things started off well enough, but I made a vital mistake this night that probably lost the video for me. I got high. Yes, we started smoking a little weed and she took like two puffs, and left me to finish off all the rest by myself. Needless to say, this was a BIG mistake as I forgot how fucking powerful the marijuana is down in Colombia. Bottom line… I got FUCKED UP.

I totally lost all ability to negotiate, in fact… I was so high I didn’t even know if the words that were coming out of my mouth were even making any sense!! I remember thinking to myself “I am so fucking screwed… I’ve totally blown my opportunity with this chick”. I was surprised she actually stayed as long as she did. In fact, I couldn’t believe it when it seemed things were actually working in my favor; despite me being totally high out of my mind!

Nice Ass

Next thing I know we’re sitting on the couch and she starts rubbing my dick, saying how she wants to see it in action, etc. Of course I told her she could pull it out anytime she wanted to test it out for herself. At this point I turned on the video camera and started filming her for “practice” She was a bit shy at first, but before I knew it she was all warmed up with her clothes lying on the floor in front of me  And this chick had an amazing rack (all natural). I was quite surprised. She had a nice ass too. However, even after all this she was still holding strong against doing the video. But by this point I was so sure this chick was gonna be riding my dick before the end of the night that I decided to accept that as a fair consolation; especially since I was so fucked up and had no clue how I even managed to pull any of this off to begin with.

But then, just like that… she says she’ll do it for 300,000 pesos. I was shocked, and excited at the same time! I thought she was agreeing to do the video… it turns out she was asking 300,000 to sleep with me. Aint that a bitch! I was so sure I was gonna get laid, and even thought I was going to get my video too. Turns out I ended up getting played by a hardcore prostitute. Obviously I wasn’t going to pay her just to fuck me, so she put her clothes back on and left… and I was left high, and alone for the night. Just another days adventure here in Colombia. You can see more pics of Carina in the forum.

Click here to view Carina’s sexy ”practice” video

Girls Carina, Colombia, pics

Natalia

So, my adventure left off with me getting a call from Natalia the night I was with Angie. We made plans to hook up the following day. That day I called her to make sure we were still on for the night. Everything was still a go, so we agreed to meet up at the club that night. Now, you have to understand that me and Natalia had an amazing chemistry together. We both wanted each other so bad, but she wanted me “without” the cameras. It took a LOT for me to finally gain her trust and get her to agree to do this video.

When I eventually got a definite yes from her to do the video, I didn’t want to waste any more time. I immediately brought her back to my apartment to do the deed.  I did have to make one stop on the way for pizza cause I was fucking starving. Anyways, we got back to my apartment, chilled out for a bit (you can probably guess what went down ), and then the rest as they say is history. You can see what happened from that point on all on the video.

School Girl

I have to say, out of all the videos I’ve shot… this one I shot with Natalia is my favorite. And I say that because, I was so excited that I was gonna shoot her, that I didn’t even bother setting up the lighting and camera right. What you see on this video is as real as it gets. It’s just me and her fucking raw. And man this chick is so fucking sexy!! You’ll see exactly what I mean when you see the video preview. And of course, staying true to my form, I drowned her in cum at the end. There’s nothing like hosing down a chick in cum and watching her reaction of shock/surprise

I had a blast shooting with Natalia, and can’t wait to shoot with her again. At the end of the night, I had my first shoot in the books from Colombia, and it finally seemed as though my luck was starting to turn around here. Click here to download Natalia’s full hardcore video

Girls Colombia, Natalia, pics, Vids

Well, thus far my Colombian adventure was getting off to a slow start. I thought Natalia had flaked on me (my second flake in a row), so I was pretty much back to square one again. Not wanting to waste time, I figured I needed to hit the clubs again in search of new prospects. That day one of my connections told me about this girl he knew who might be willing to shoot with me. I was a bit leery since the last chick he referred to me was not up to par. But I agreed to wait for her to come by so I could take a look at her before I went out that night. Never the less, my partner and I were ready to go if this girl didn’t fit the bill.

As I was walking out of my apartment she pulled up, and let’s just say that I was shocked (in a good way). Her name was Angie, and she was hot. She’s a bit older than the girls I normally shoot with, but she has a great body; and I must say those skin tight jeans she was wearing showed it off perfectly!

Seeing as though I had a girl worth shooting in front of me, I didn’t have to bother going out to the club. So I decided to invite her up to my apartment so I could try and talk her into shooting with me. It just so happens, that right about this time I got a call from “the infamous” Natalia. I was trying to get a hold of her all day, and was sure she had flaked out on me. She told me she didn’t call me because she was sleeping all day, and gave me some lame story as to why she wasn’t coming over tonight. I already had my hands full with Angie anyways, so we made plans to meet up the next day.

Angie

So what happened with Angie? Well, we hung out in my apartment that night, and I tried my best negotiation tactics to try and get her to shoot with me. But she wanted an insane amount of money to do the video. So we hit a stale mate… sort of. It was obvious that she was really attracted to me. She was horny and wanted to fuck; but not on video (sound familiar). So we fucked, and it was great. In fact, I dropped such a huge load of cum all over her that I just had to take a pic of it. But the end result was that I didn’t get what I wanted, which was for her to do the video. So here I was getting laid each day by a different chick, but as I like to say in this biz… it doesn’t really count if I don’t get it on video. Needless to say I hoped my luck changed for the better… and FAST!

Girls Angie, Colombia, pics

Natalia

Natalia is without a doubt one of the sexiest, if not THE sexiest girl I’ve ever been with. And that’s quite a compliment coming from me! There’s just something about this girl that drives me wild. Plus she has an oozing sexuality about her that makes me lust for her even more.

I met her in a club and we were instantly attracted to each other. I started talking to her, asking her questions to try and feel her out so I could determine if she was the type of girl I was looking for to be in my video. Needless to say she passed the test, EASILY. After a few drinks I got her to agree to come back to my place so we could discuss the terms of the video and get to know each other a little better. On the way back to my apt, I made it clear that I’d give her whatever she wanted… all she need do is ask. What she wanted was marijuana and Aguardiente (a popular drink here in Colombia). After we were comfortable and knew each other a bit better, all she wanted to do was fuck me (but not on camera), which made my negotiation tactics all the more difficult.

By this point, I started to feel like she was really taking a liking to me. Eventually things got to the point where I basically said I’d have sex with her, but only if she agreed to do the video. Never being able to get a straight yes or no answer out of her, I eventually got something that was a “yes, I’ll do the video… but not tonight”. Not exactly what I wanted to hear, but I could accept it… for now. Ironically, in the back of my mind I was thinking, “Imagine me, a guy, being able to use sex as a negotiation tactic? Amazing!!”. So we fucked, sort of. I didn’t actually complete the act (if you know what I mean). Anyway it was getting late (or early whichever you prefer) so she was going to head home. But she didn’t want to leave without finishing me off. So as her taxi was waiting, she blew me to completion, wiped the cum from around her mouth; and then I walked her out. How’s that for a girl wanting to take care of her man ? The last thing we agreed upon as she left was that she’d come back the next day and do the video. Needless to say she stood me up, which I was pissed about. It was the second time in a row I was stood up for a shoot. But this wasn’t the end of my story with Natalia.

To be continued….

Click here to download Natalia’s full hardcore video 
**You can see more pics of Natalia (as well as get info on the other girls from my Colombia adventure) in the Colombian sex thread in the forum. **

Girls Colombia, Natalia, pics

Nastya

Allow me to introduce everyone to Nastya. She’s 20 years old, and in case you haven’t noticed… extremely HOT! Nastya was one of the girls I did test shoots with early on, before I started this blog quest. That was months ago. She only recently turned 20, so I actually shot her when she was still a teenager. And as you can see she has an amazing body for a teen; not to mention an incredible rack.  

The thing that struck me about Nastya was how really cool, and down to earth she was. She told me she was attending law school, spoke perfect English, and just generally seemed like a great girl. But also, not the type of girl I would expect to make a career in porn. You can sort of get a feel for who’s cut out for the long haul in porn and who’s not, and Nastya immediately struck me as someone who was not. That’s not to say that she wasn’t capable of banging out some hot scenes… but I can honestly say I wasn’t at all surprised when I heard that she quit the biz.

Nastya2

That being said, out of all the girls I’ve shot Nastya is one of my favorites. I really wish she would come back and shoot with us again because when I first met Nastya, I didn’t know shit about shooting porn. And unfortunately, nearly everything I shot with her is unusable due to inexperience and shoddy camera work by my cameraman at the time. So I would LOVE the chance to shoot her again, now that I’ve gained some experience and have a better crew to work with. Perhaps she will read this blog and decide to contact me .  But until that time, we’ll just have to make do with what we have of her. 

In this scene, you can see her showing off her body while she poses for a few photos, and then begins to fuck herself on the couch in a nice little masturbation scene. See more samples inside the forum

Now you can see all of Nastya’s pics and videos inside the members area.

Girls Nastya, pics, Russia

Mila

Now that I’ve done a few shoots, I’ve come to learn that in this business you get to meet and shoot with a lot of different models; and some are better at what they do than others. But every now and then you come across a girl who is just on a whole nother level above the rest. And for me, Mila is one of those girls. Shooting Mila was great because she knew exactly how to deliver what I was looking for in the scene. It was a bit different for me working with her in that she wanted a lot of direction; but that’s ok because she knew how to take that direction and execute it perfectly.

However, when she first walked in the door I really wasn’t sure what I was going to get out of her. She came in dressed in this sort of boyish looking outfit. And she had on these crazy looking green shoes that looked almost like boots (similar to those Timberland boots you see people wearing in America). And I’m looking her over and I’m thinking to myself, “NO WAY, this is the porn star I’ve seen on so many websites”. I don’t know why, but I was expecting her to come in looking like a “porn star”. Instead she came in looking very tomboyish. So I was definitely caught off guard in that respect. But once she got changed and went through the hair and make-up routine, it’s like she transformed into a totally different person. The girl you wouldn’t have even noticed before if she was standing right in front of you… now became the girl that you just couldn’t stop looking at and thinking about.

black tube

We set up and did our (now routine) interview with her, and I must say I felt it was one of the better, more interesting interviews we’ve done thus far. Then we started taking pics for some photosets. We started out with her on the couch wearing this black tube top and matching shorts. I thought the outfit looked good in person, but looking back at the pics now, I wish I would have chosen something different. Anyways, next we moved into the bathroom were we shot a few more pics before I had her change into my white cami top and thong outfit. We took a lot of pics, and even started shooting a little behind the scenes video. We got all the way up to where we were about to record the main scene when Artem (my cameraman), comes to me and says… “We’ve got no sound. The mic’s not working”. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! You just wanna SCREAM when something like that happens! We had no audio on anything. Not the interview… nothing!!

Bathroom

All the video we shot up to that point was lost. But I kept my composure, fixed the mic and just decided to pick up and continue from where we were.

I thought the scene turned out great. We didn’t have any more technical problems and everything went down without a hitch. And of course Mila did a great job; despite not having any cock to play with this time around. Yes… I was forced to change this scene to a masturbation scene at the last minute due to a scheduling conflict. But I knew I had to have Mila come back and do another shoot with me. Partly because I needed her to re-do that interview we lost… but also because (in all honesty) after watching her masturbate in that bathroom like that… I was just dying to fuck her brains out. Lucky for me, she agreed to come back the following Saturday to do another shoot

But I’ll tell you all about that next time….



Don’t forget: You can see more pics from this shoot by visiting Mila’s thread in the forum.

Girls Mila, pics, Russia

Anya

Let me start by saying, this is a shoot that I don’t ever plan on releasing. I say that because Anya didn’t give a worthy performance in the scene, and it showed both in the pics and the video. Bottom line… this was a blown scene. Blown scenes piss me off because it’s basically like throwing your money right down the toilet. But as a rookie porn producer/performer, I have to learn to live with a blown scene here or there. So long as it doesn’t happen that often, I’m ok with it… for now.   

So let me talk about this shoot. I originally planned to shoot Anya together with another girl. But Anya couldn’t do the shoot when I was available to shoot. So I never shot her and I figured that was the end of it. I focused on shooting other girls and had pretty much forgotten her. Well, a couple weeks later I get a call saying Anya is looking for modeling work. This time I had my schedule open so I decided to go ahead and shoot with her.

Well, the day of the shoot she shows up WAY early! I had to tell her to come back later that afternoon because nobody was gonna be shooting anything right then. Again we had an issue with the heels (and you can probably see me rolling my eyes). I mean, it just blows my mind that a “model” would show up to a shoot with no heels. But I tell her like I tell the others… if you can fit into my heels then I’ll shoot you. If not then I have to send you packing. She fit into my heels, so we proceeded with the shoot.

So fast forward to the actual shoot. The first thing we did was the interview. Now I did this interview, just as I had my previous interviews… but it’s the honest truth when I say this interview turned out unlike any other interview I had ever done before. I could sit here and try to describe what happened with the interview, and what Anya’s responses were to my questions; but my words just wouldn’t do it justice. This interview is something you just have to see for yourself. I really could not believe the answers I was getting from her. This is coming from a girl who does porn (and she’s done a fair amount of porn too), and is actually quite popular on some rather well known porn forums. I think my whole crew felt the same way I did, and at one point in the interview we all just busted out laughing because we simply could NOT believe what we were hearing! If you remember back in Alena’s post when I was giving reference to the most non-sexual girl I’d ever come across in my life. Well, that title now officially belongs to Anya, hands down.

Anya-2

We did complete the shoot after the interview. The final video did not live up to my standards and I don’t think it’s something I’d ever release, but I had fun shooting it none the less. And we did at least get some cool pics out of it. I’ll spare everyone the details of the scene, seeing as though the footage will probably never be shown. But there is one other matter of importance that happened at the end of this shoot. It’s something Anya reiterated to us from the very beginning. She told us that this was to be her VERY LAST SHOOT EVER!! That’s right… I’m not bullshitting you here. This is what she told all of us. Now, of course I think she’s full of shit. But I’d love for her to prove me wrong. However, my money says that I’m not the last porn stud she fucks on camera. It would be nice to have her come back in for another shoot so I could call her out on this, but honestly, she’s not a girl that I’d shoot with again. I do wish her the best in her new career choice though… whatever that may be .    

For more info on this shoot and to see the infamous interview footage… visit Anya’s forum thread here.

Girls Anya, pics, Russia

So in part one, I gave the short play-by-play from my shoot with Yana… and as I stated earlier, the scene itself turned out quite well. But picking up where I left off earlier about what it was like to shoot Yana, I have to be honest and say that there were two things that happened with her that kind of ticked me off during this shoot.

The first, and the biggest thing was that she came in saying that she had to be some place at a certain time, and was basically giving us a time constraint to do the shoot in. I have a problem with that. It pisses me off when a model wants to rush things with my shoot. I’m very conscious of my models and I try to move through the shoots and get things done as quickly as possible; because I don’t want a shoot to take the entire day either. I tell the girls it normally takes around 3 hours for us to complete a shoot… but it takes as long as it takes. And if a model is being difficult, rushing things, and not giving me what I need in the scene, then it takes us that much longer.

Cumshot

The other thing that irritated me had to deal with this photo right here on the left. Now we talked about the cumshot before hand, and Yana told both me and Artem “flat out” that she liked sperm and was going to swallow for us in the scene. Now as you can clearly see from the photo… no swallowing took place in this scene. But that’s not what caused a problem for me. Honestly, I wasn’t even thinking about that while doing the scene… I just came wherever it felt right for me at the moment.

The problem came after I had showered her with cum, and we needed to get some stills of it. That was when she made it clear that she truly didn’t like cum and did NOT appreciate being hosed down in it. Now why is this a problem for me?? Because she lied to us about liking it, and then got pissed when she got hosed down and had to sit for a few stills. I went and talked to her after she got out the shower to see why she was so mad, because she really had no reason to be. And by then she had settled down and said she was fine and that everything was cool. Honestly, it really wasn’t that big of a deal to begin with. I really felt like she was making a big deal about nothing. So we squashed it and moved on.

At this point, Yana and I are cool… and I’d have no problem shooting with her again in the future. I would like to see her at her best (physically) though. I felt she came in a little out of shape for my shoot, and I know if she hit the gym for a few weeks she could really tighten up and show off that killer body I’ve seen from her before. For more info on this, or any of my other shoots, visit my forum at www.xxaru.com/forum

Girls pics, Russia, Yana

Yana

I first found out about Yana when I saw some of her pics online, and I instantly fell in “lust”. Just based on her look, I thought “Wow, this girl has a lot of potential to go far in porn”. So I immediately booked her for a shoot.

The day of the shoot, she actually showed up like 30 minutes late… but at least she was apologetic. And since she DID manage to show up, everything was cool and we got down to business. Now, the only thing I knew of Yana came from the few pics I had seen of her, so when she walked in the door looking quite different from those pics that I had as my reference, I have to say that it was a little bit of a let down. I would’ve liked to see her come in a little leaner than she did… but that’s just my preference.

Anyways, as we prepared for the shoot, I gotta say I’m always amazed with the selection of clothes (or lack there of) the models bring with them to a shoot. One of the best things I learned from the few test shoots I did early on was to never depend on a model to bring the right clothes for a shoot. So I always have my trusty suitcase full of various outfits for girls to put on, should the need arise. Anyways, I was checking what Yana had on, and she was wearing this little black thong that had “sexy” written across the front. I thought that added a nice little personal element to things, so I told her to keep that on and gave her one of my white cami tops to complete the outfit.

This time we did the entire shoot on the bed. We took a few stills and then started with the video. The shoot went down fairly smooth overall… we didn’t have any “major” problems like we’ve had in some previous shoots. And the scene (from what I’ve seen of it thus far) turned out really good.

But now for the real question… What is Yana like to work with?? Well, I would say she’s sort of in the middle. She didn’t make my job difficult (like I’ve had in shoots before), but at the same time she isn’t one of those girls that just makes shooting her so easy and natural. I know Yana has had a fair amount of porn experience before meeting me, but I found she needed a lot of direction and just wasn’t as experienced from a “modeling” standpoint as I had expected her to be. I also have to put some blame on myself, because as the director I should be able to draw out of even the most amateur of models, the energy or vibe that I want for a particular shoot. But as a rookie myself, still learning the ropes as I go, sometimes things are more difficult for me than they would be for the experienced porn director. I still have a lot to learn, but I’m trying my best. To be continued…

Girls pics, Russia, Yana

Alena

Alena is a girl I’ve been trying to shoot for a while, but we just couldn’t seem to get the scheduling right. Then we finally got a date set… but she had to cancel last minute because it was “that time of the month”. Well, I did eventually get Alena to stop by and shoot with us… and thankfully things went rather smoothly this time. I must say that I was very worried during this one though. But more on that later.

Things started out as usual, with Alena visiting my make-up girl while I made sure everything was in place and ready to go for the shoot. Now, I completely trust my make-up girl and love the job she does 99.9% of the time… but this was one time that I REALLY did not like how things turned out (hair or make-up wise). And that became even more evident once I saw the images. In hindsight, it must not have been as noticeable during the shoot because I surely would have had her go back and re-do it. But what’s done is done. Another lesson learned for the future.

Make-up

Anyways, since the interview thing had worked so well before… I decided to stick with it. I started asking her questions about her sexuality, and what she likes, doesn’t like, etc. But after the first few minutes I felt like I was talking to the most non-sexual girl I’d ever met (no joke)! It was as if she didn’t like sex at all. I couldn’t believe (and still can’t believe) that a girl who doesn’t even like sex would be doing porn! I’m going to start a thread on this in the forums and see if someone can explain it to me, because I just don’t get it. But as it turns out, Alena is NOT the most non-sexual girl I’ve ever met. That title goes to another girl that I’ll be telling you ALL about very soon. And I think it may shock a few people to find out who I give that title to.

Moving on… I decided to shoot Alena in the white camisole and thong outfit on the bed; and her shoot went very well, without a hitch. And I have to say that it was on this very shoot that I had finally mastered how to use my camera. That pretty much put an end to my OOF shots. If only I had practiced and figured this out earlier I would’ve been golden. But this photography and lighting thing is something I learn a little more about each time out. So hopefully one day in the future I’ll become a master. Until then, I’ll expect to make mistakes here and there. But hopefully less and less as time goes on.

Next we went on to do the hardcore stuff. With the hardcore portion, we stuck to the same format as before. Hardcore stills first, followed by the video. I wasn’t sure what I was going to get from Alena after talking to her earlier… but I have to give her props because she was quite good when it came to the sex. I don’t know if I was impressed because she was just “that” good, or because I was expecting the worst after the way things started off. But either way I’ll take it. Alena, you can fuck me anytime… so long as you promise to enjoy it .

As usual, below you can enjoy a few samples from this shoot. And you can find Alena’s thread in the forums HERE if you want to discuss or know anything more about this shoot.

Girls Alena, pics, Russia