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Here’s the trailer from my scene with Kristina. I’ve had a lot of shit to do lately so I haven’t had much time to get any videos up. I hope to get a few more up within the next week. Alena and Yana will be next; along with the interview I did with Kristina. I also have shoots to talk about from two new girls… so be on the look out for those in the coming week. You can see the “Coming Soon” section of the forum to find out who those girls are. Enjoy!!

Girls Kristina, Russia, Vids

So in part one, I gave the short play-by-play from my shoot with Yana… and as I stated earlier, the scene itself turned out quite well. But picking up where I left off earlier about what it was like to shoot Yana, I have to be honest and say that there were two things that happened with her that kind of ticked me off during this shoot.

The first, and the biggest thing was that she came in saying that she had to be some place at a certain time, and was basically giving us a time constraint to do the shoot in. I have a problem with that. It pisses me off when a model wants to rush things with my shoot. I’m very conscious of my models and I try to move through the shoots and get things done as quickly as possible; because I don’t want a shoot to take the entire day either. I tell the girls it normally takes around 3 hours for us to complete a shoot… but it takes as long as it takes. And if a model is being difficult, rushing things, and not giving me what I need in the scene, then it takes us that much longer.

Cumshot

The other thing that irritated me had to deal with this photo right here on the left. Now we talked about the cumshot before hand, and Yana told both me and Artem “flat out” that she liked sperm and was going to swallow for us in the scene. Now as you can clearly see from the photo… no swallowing took place in this scene. But that’s not what caused a problem for me. Honestly, I wasn’t even thinking about that while doing the scene… I just came wherever it felt right for me at the moment.

The problem came after I had showered her with cum, and we needed to get some stills of it. That was when she made it clear that she truly didn’t like cum and did NOT appreciate being hosed down in it. Now why is this a problem for me?? Because she lied to us about liking it, and then got pissed when she got hosed down and had to sit for a few stills. I went and talked to her after she got out the shower to see why she was so mad, because she really had no reason to be. And by then she had settled down and said she was fine and that everything was cool. Honestly, it really wasn’t that big of a deal to begin with. I really felt like she was making a big deal about nothing. So we squashed it and moved on.

At this point, Yana and I are cool… and I’d have no problem shooting with her again in the future. I would like to see her at her best (physically) though. I felt she came in a little out of shape for my shoot, and I know if she hit the gym for a few weeks she could really tighten up and show off that killer body I’ve seen from her before. For more info on this, or any of my other shoots, visit my forum at www.xxaru.com/forum

Girls pics, Russia, Yana

Yana

I first found out about Yana when I saw some of her pics online, and I instantly fell in “lust”. Just based on her look, I thought “Wow, this girl has a lot of potential to go far in porn”. So I immediately booked her for a shoot.

The day of the shoot, she actually showed up like 30 minutes late… but at least she was apologetic. And since she DID manage to show up, everything was cool and we got down to business. Now, the only thing I knew of Yana came from the few pics I had seen of her, so when she walked in the door looking quite different from those pics that I had as my reference, I have to say that it was a little bit of a let down. I would’ve liked to see her come in a little leaner than she did… but that’s just my preference.

Anyways, as we prepared for the shoot, I gotta say I’m always amazed with the selection of clothes (or lack there of) the models bring with them to a shoot. One of the best things I learned from the few test shoots I did early on was to never depend on a model to bring the right clothes for a shoot. So I always have my trusty suitcase full of various outfits for girls to put on, should the need arise. Anyways, I was checking what Yana had on, and she was wearing this little black thong that had “sexy” written across the front. I thought that added a nice little personal element to things, so I told her to keep that on and gave her one of my white cami tops to complete the outfit.

This time we did the entire shoot on the bed. We took a few stills and then started with the video. The shoot went down fairly smooth overall… we didn’t have any “major” problems like we’ve had in some previous shoots. And the scene (from what I’ve seen of it thus far) turned out really good.

But now for the real question… What is Yana like to work with?? Well, I would say she’s sort of in the middle. She didn’t make my job difficult (like I’ve had in shoots before), but at the same time she isn’t one of those girls that just makes shooting her so easy and natural. I know Yana has had a fair amount of porn experience before meeting me, but I found she needed a lot of direction and just wasn’t as experienced from a “modeling” standpoint as I had expected her to be. I also have to put some blame on myself, because as the director I should be able to draw out of even the most amateur of models, the energy or vibe that I want for a particular shoot. But as a rookie myself, still learning the ropes as I go, sometimes things are more difficult for me than they would be for the experienced porn director. I still have a lot to learn, but I’m trying my best. To be continued…

Girls pics, Russia, Yana

I asked Lilu and Riga a few questions on video earlier in the night, and I thought I’d turn it into a short Q & A piece. In this particular clip, the girls are talking about how they like girls, and that Riga even wants to have sex with “more” girls in the future. Now anyone who has read about my shoot with Lilu and Riga knows that this is quite ironic considering all the bullshit I had to deal with to get that shoot done that day; part of which was because the girls (for whatever reason) did NOT want to do any girl-on-girl stuff.  But this video will give you a little better insight as to what these girls are really like. 

Girls Interviews, Lilu, Riga, Vids

Alena

Alena is a girl I’ve been trying to shoot for a while, but we just couldn’t seem to get the scheduling right. Then we finally got a date set… but she had to cancel last minute because it was “that time of the month”. Well, I did eventually get Alena to stop by and shoot with us… and thankfully things went rather smoothly this time. I must say that I was very worried during this one though. But more on that later.

Things started out as usual, with Alena visiting my make-up girl while I made sure everything was in place and ready to go for the shoot. Now, I completely trust my make-up girl and love the job she does 99.9% of the time… but this was one time that I REALLY did not like how things turned out (hair or make-up wise). And that became even more evident once I saw the images. In hindsight, it must not have been as noticeable during the shoot because I surely would have had her go back and re-do it. But what’s done is done. Another lesson learned for the future.

Make-up

Anyways, since the interview thing had worked so well before… I decided to stick with it. I started asking her questions about her sexuality, and what she likes, doesn’t like, etc. But after the first few minutes I felt like I was talking to the most non-sexual girl I’d ever met (no joke)! It was as if she didn’t like sex at all. I couldn’t believe (and still can’t believe) that a girl who doesn’t even like sex would be doing porn! I’m going to start a thread on this in the forums and see if someone can explain it to me, because I just don’t get it. But as it turns out, Alena is NOT the most non-sexual girl I’ve ever met. That title goes to another girl that I’ll be telling you ALL about very soon. And I think it may shock a few people to find out who I give that title to.

Moving on… I decided to shoot Alena in the white camisole and thong outfit on the bed; and her shoot went very well, without a hitch. And I have to say that it was on this very shoot that I had finally mastered how to use my camera. That pretty much put an end to my OOF shots. If only I had practiced and figured this out earlier I would’ve been golden. But this photography and lighting thing is something I learn a little more about each time out. So hopefully one day in the future I’ll become a master. Until then, I’ll expect to make mistakes here and there. But hopefully less and less as time goes on.

Next we went on to do the hardcore stuff. With the hardcore portion, we stuck to the same format as before. Hardcore stills first, followed by the video. I wasn’t sure what I was going to get from Alena after talking to her earlier… but I have to give her props because she was quite good when it came to the sex. I don’t know if I was impressed because she was just “that” good, or because I was expecting the worst after the way things started off. But either way I’ll take it. Alena, you can fuck me anytime… so long as you promise to enjoy it .

As usual, below you can enjoy a few samples from this shoot. And you can find Alena’s thread in the forums HERE if you want to discuss or know anything more about this shoot.

Girls Alena, pics, Russia

Yes, Luba Love’s video is now up and available for download!

As I get ready to release my first video, I must say that there have been a number of you who have helped me get to this point by taking an interest in, and following my story thus far. Some even offering up great words of advice and support. I can’t thank those people enough, and as a token of my appreciation… I’m going to hook all of those people up with a free copy of this video.

This is a special “pre-release” download, and thus will not be available for everyone yet. I’m only offering it to those select people that I mentioned above. Any of those people who would like to download the video… all you need to do is click on the link below and follow the instructions. The rest of you (unfortunately) will have to wait just a little bit longer in order to download the video.

Here’s the link: http://www.xxaru.com/forum/showthread.php?t=15

The Making of Luba Love, Vids

Here’s the trailer from my first video with Luba. I’ll be posting instructions on how to download the full video soon… so keep checking back over the next few days.

Girls Luba Love, POV, Russia, Vids

… So after doing the solo sets, we moved on to shoot some hardcore stills. I passed the camera over to Artem so Kristina and I could get down to business. I wasn’t really sure the best way to go about taking the stills, so I was just trying to pose in different ways to try and get the shots that I needed. So we weren’t really fucking, so much as we were posing for the camera (if that makes any sense). However, Kristina made it quite clear that she was ready to fuck… forget all this posing shit. So we got through the stills as fast as we could, hit the record button on the video camera and got it crackin.

Now I’d love to say that this scene went down without a hitch… but the truth is it didn’t. The problem was that I had had a long night the day before (hint, hint ), and my body still wasn’t quite recovered. That became evident about halfway through the scene when my body started cramping up on me. So I actually had a little trouble getting through this shoot… but Kristina was a real trooper and didn’t mind sticking it out.

There is something else I want to say about this shoot… BUT, I’m gonna hold off until after I get the video posted. I talked a lot about this shoot (and other shoots as well) from the standpoint of a producer/director (behind the camera). But I’m also a performer in these scenes, and I’ve discovered some things about performing in front of the camera; and what it takes to fuck like a seasoned pro. I want to touch more on this later on, but so not to overshadow and get off the topic at hand (Kristina), I’ll leave that for another post.

So we get the scene done… and did I mention that there’s anal in this scene? Well, there is . Anyways, I just remember being in such a rush to leave afterwards… because I was supposed to meet with someone and I was late as hell cause it took us longer than it should have to get through the scene. But before I left, I did ask Kristina to come back and do another shoot for me. So I’ll have more info on that, along with more pics and vids of her in the weeks to come. Until then, here are a few samples of the hardcore stuff from this shoot.

Girls anal, Kristina, pics, Russia

Xxaru Forum

I’ve been so busy this week working on a ton of different things… and my forum is just one of the things I’ve been working on. The blog is here to tell my story, and it’s great for reading… but the forums will offer so much more. Being able to interact and message with other members is just the beginning.

You can visit the forum here: www.xxaru.com/forum. Check it out, and be sure to register!! I will keep everyone updated on new developments with the forum as they come about.

The Making of

Kristina

It certainly seems as though not much has gone my way thus far in my little porn adventure. However, bad luck can’t last forever. So sooner or later things were bound to pick up for me. Perhaps I just needed a new day to start out fresh, or a new plan of action, or… perhaps the right girl to help bring it all together for me. Which brings us to KRISTINA.

Now I did some test shoots with a few girls a while back, and Kristina was one of the girls I shot with, so I pretty much knew what I was going to get from her. But for those of you who don’t know… let me just say that Kristina is like a sexual beast! The girl has that certain quality about her that just oozes sex; and I love that! You know how they say some cars are just made to race? Well, this girl was made to fuck; plain and simple. AND she’s got a killer body to go along with that sexiness. But enough about her… lets get to the shoot.

First thing I can say is that from the moment this shoot started it was like the complete opposite of all the previous shoots I’d done. I scheduled the shoot for 3pm and Kristina arrives at EXACTLY 3pm on the dot!! How many times have I had a model show up late… or not even show up at all (that just happened didn’t it)? It’s so nice to finally come across a chick that’s professional and actually takes this shit seriously. Not only did she bring heels (like I requested), she even brought clothes to go with them! I didn’t have to say a word… she got her hair and make-up done, changed into her little outfit (and I do mean little), sat down on the couch and was ready to get it crackin! Honestly, I wasn’t planning on using her outfit, but she was looking so good in it that I decided she should keep it on for the time being.

This time we decided to start things off with a little interview. Now I never tried doing an interview before, so I wasn’t really sure how it was going to turn out. But I thought it might be interesting so I gave it a go. And I must say… we did find out some rather interesting facts about Kristina

After the interview, I started out by taking a few photos of her playing around with some white powder. It was a fun little concept that I’d thought up, and I thought it turned out pretty well overall. But looking back on it, I feel like I should have played with the idea a bit more and taken it further than I did. But I still ended up with some cool pics none the less.

Kristina 2

Then I had her change into the next outfit (a white camisole and thong) as we moved to another room to take some more shots. Once we were all set up there, I thought I’d take some shots of her sitting in the window. The one thing I have to say about shooting Kristina as opposed to my previous shoot with Lilu and Riga is the overwhelming difference of experience in these girls. Shooting Kristina was so easy and fun to do because she knew exactly what to do, how to pose, how to move, etc. I didn’t have to give her really any instruction at all. It makes my life so much easier as a producer when I don’t have to sit there and coach a model on how to (for lack of a better word) “model”.

I must say though, that I was quite happy with how the overall composition of these window shots turned out. Using the window as a combination backdrop/prop was something I thought up on a whim, and it ended up being a great idea. However, my lack of experience became evident as soon as I got these pics to the editing board. By not having mastered my camera and lighting I ended up with a number of OOF shots, and I also shot myself in the foot (so to speak) by not taking enough pics to begin with. This is a shoot that I really wish I could have back to do over again. But… you live and you learn I guess. To be continued…

Girls anal, Kristina, pics, Russia